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Pity Party

by Gross!

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1.
It’s amazing how soon we forget When the feelings are gone, there’s only regret Bent over backwards for so long I fell down fall when I realized you’d gone But now it’s time again to stand on my own Put on a brave face and walk all alone You were always a leaf in the wind I couldn’t hold you or try to pretend The slightest breeze wouldn’t steal you away We drifted further apart every day How do I forgive you for this? But now I’m ready, I’m letting go
2.
Urkel Jerk 02:19
After spending so much of my life trying to find a reason to continue, to keep on trying I’ve come to conclusions: the first is that life is a lie Or at least, our preconceived notions of what it should be Happiness fades, all we’re left with is misery The second is: despite how I’m feeling I’m probably fine I don’t want to be here but I don’t want to die I don’t want to give up but I don’t want to try I don’t want to keep on feeling like I’m wasting my entire life but I do I’ve been fucking up for so many years and it’s finally taken it’s toll, that much is true But now I’m pushing 30 and I gotta’ figure out what the fuck it is I’m gonna’ do
3.
Let’s go skate! Let’s skate, don’t hesitate Got four wheels on the ground I need to hear that urethane sound The pigs they try to chase us down I’m gonna tear up this fucking town I skate all day and drink all night I know that kickflip will look tight Find a spot, bust a trick, crack my head, life’s a bitch! Friends talk shit but can’t deny A kickflip lip done first try My girlfriend thinks I’m gonna die But she can’t keep me locked inside Got no helmets on our heads We could end up fucked or dead Do just what Tony says Skate all day don’t lie in bed
4.
Easy Words 02:48
I’m sorry I know you don’t want to be my fried It sucks that we both know it had to end It’s worse when you think about the time that we spent And know that it’s all a waste and filled with regret I don’t want to be another distraction I don’t want to be another one of your complaints I don’t want to be the reason that you’re always angry I just want you away from me I wish I could come up with some way to be enough For you but, we both know you hate my guts I’m sick of the fighting It’s honestly tiring I want to be happy but I just feel stuck
5.
Brain Snap 03:35
Broke half the stuff inside the house And screamed that I want you out But that’s not the honest truth For real, I just want this work Can we just start again? Clean the slate, forget the pain We both fell so hard How the hell did we fall so far? Don’t mind me I’m withered by the hate we let stay I just want to be happy with you every day I’ll collapse when I’m ready but not today Broke my fist and cut my hand Punching windows and smashing lamps Flipped a dresser and threw a shelf Now I’m just mad at myself I won’t leave you all alone We are not this broken home I know that we can be better Put the pieces back together
6.
I don’t listen to deathcore anymore because the last time that I did I thought that I was having fun until I got my leg broke in the pit And holy shit I must admit it fucking hurt And that I got six peoples drinks spilled on my shirt But the worst is when I couldn’t get up and the mailman said to “walk it off” And I was stuck there thinking “WHAT THE FUCK!?”
7.
There are so many people who rely on me to stay alive And there’s so much beauty in this world left for me to realize But despite it all, the truth is that inside More than anything I want to die
8.
I don’t regret the steps I took along the way Because without them, I wouldn’t be standing here today Crossed everything bridge I burned Scaled every single wall Earned every single scar And I’m proud of them all Here’s to the past Holding on to moments that won’t last I don’t mind looking back But I won’t call it home I’m pushing forward to a future all my own Emerge from the rubble when everything crashes Dust myself off and build on the ashes

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released July 10, 2022

Engineered, mixed, & mastered by Morgan Rezac
Sekret Studios, Kearney, NE

Gang vocals by: Gross!, Collin Cutthroat, Chance Shoemaker, Morgan Rezac

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Gross! Central, Nebraska

Central NE Skate Punk est 2021

Josh - Guitar/ vocals
Dave - Drums
Jeremiah - Guitar/ vocals
Andrew - Bass/ vocals

Booking: StayGrossNE@gmail.com

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